okay well I'm bored so why not an update!?...not to mention the fact that a certain someone ((no names need to be said)) was on my case about it.

This is just going to be my rambleing on about my thoughts or whatever you would like to call it...

Well, I've been happy lately..and it's been a change for me...but I love being happy again it feels really good! I haven't really been up to much..just the usual hanging out with Karla, Courtney, and Emily. oh yes and of course going to Wendy's with Adam. I still hardly work and it sucks but what can ya do...looking for another job but still going to keep the one I have now since I only work 2 times a month pretty much. I met some pretty cool people...I have to say one of them I really do feel as if I can tell him anything...and that's crazy for me. But we'll see..usually when I put myself in this kind of position trusting people I usually end up getting screwed over. So this is just a risk I'm willing to take again I guess...I'm sure you all know that I'm having my breathing problems again...yes, they still don't know what's wrong with me...I had a cat scan and I don't have a blood clot in my lungs thank god! um I had another test but really don't know what that did...the results came back fine...but the doctor is still puzzled so now I have to take a test for my heart...I'm sure I'll be fine...this is pretty much the only thing that's bringing me down...I wish they could find what's wrong with me or I just wish I was back to my normal self where I can actually breathe normal...ugh it's dumb. ANYWAYS! school is well just school...already in the 3rd marking period! that's just crazy...pretty soon summer is going to be here...beach in June with Karla and Courtney + my family and of course Jereme ((but he's pretty much consided family to me)) and then beach again with Karla and her family in July...also I'll be going to New York for a program called Reach with Danielle and the Elmer family ((Jereme, Jenn, etc)) it will be nice to see Jenn I haven't seen her in such a long time! I don't think I'm going on any other vacations then..just those 3! so that's awesome  Also, I've been talking to a lot of old friends. It's really depressing when you are such good friends with people but just lose touch with them...But right now I have found my very best friends and wouldn't replace them for anything! Right now one of my best friends is hurt pretty bad ((emotionally)) and I just don't like to see her like that. Hun, you know I'm always going to be here for you and that I love you to death! I can tell I'm changing a lot...I was just comparing myself from the way I was last year to now...and I really think I've become more of a positive person...Well, if you know me really good you know I can't take compliments at all! ((so that still hasn't changed)) but I'm not as hard on myself anymore like I used to be...I am time to time...but isn't everyone!? okay well this is enough of me just going on and on!

*Claire <3

Comments would really be awesome!  and if you read all of that you are a pretty sweeeet person!

also...I hid a lot of people that I'm subscribed to ((mostly music and layout sites)) because I had way to many and it was just well to much...so if you don't see your name in my subscriptions..I'm still subscribed to you I probably just don't really look at your site or something!

UPDATE JANUARY 27, 2006

so I haven't been up to much, just hanging out with people like always.

^ yay Mosher it's updated!

Important things that happened to me in 2005..

My First Serious Boyfriend..Bryan...((I'm glad we are friends though))

Beach with Lenay!  bad picture but we had a good time!!

Getting my first job ((worst job ever!)) me, Lindsey Brunk, and Karla my working buddies ((thank god none of us work there anymore!))

still being best friends with Karla...and becoming best friend with Courtney Norton and Emily Zimmerman!

Beach with Karla!!

becoming best friends with Rachel again!

Florida with Karla!  2005 was Florida...2006 I'm thinking Italy

let's just hope 2006 will be a good year

comments?

*Claire <3

EDIT at the bottom <3

well I guess I'll update...31 comments...you guys rock hardcore times 10  keep them coming

well this weekend was fun!

Friday...I had Karla, Courtney, Emily, and Rachel over...Saturday all of us ((minus Rachel)) went to Panera for breakfast <3 and then we ((minus Emily)) ran errands with Courtney...then me and Courtney droped Karla off and I went back to Courtney's house and hung out for awhile...singing to each other on*line hahaha oh man that was hilarious...then I left her house around 3:30ish..and we went to Wendy's...and then she droped me off at home and I took a shower and went to a hockey game with David...and saw Rachel there!  Sunday...I think I did something in the morning but I'm drawing a blank..then around noonish I went to Jereme's house for his little graduation party thingy...then Sunday night I went to the movies with Dana and Danielle we saw Chronicals of Narnia ((or however it's spelled)) then today ((Monday)) no school for me HECK NO I went to King of Prussia
 - my favorite people ((minus Rachel)) ^ Karla, Me, Courtney, Emily!

comment loves <3

*Claire <3

okay well I'm bored so why not update....

um this vacation has been going alright...

Friday- last day of school before Christmas break...me and Courtney hung out and then we met up with Karla at Isaac's and then we all spent the night at Courtney's house.
Saturday- we went to Panera for lunch and then we dropped Courtney off at her house and then I went back to Karla's house...Lenay came over and we exchanged Christmas presents! Then I came home..and I forget what I did.
Sunday- Christmas..hope everyone had a good Christmas and everything!
Monday- Went to a family breakfast at Kreider's...then Circuit City and since I didn't want to wait in line and knew Chris was working I thought I would give him a visit. haha then I came home and hung out with Rachel until she had to go to work...then I hung out with Courtney and we went to the mall and stuff then waited for Chris to get off work and we all went to Damon's...
Tuesday- Rachel came over at like 9am but I was to lazy so she had to get me outta bed haha then we went out for lunch later on in the day...and then we went shopping...and then I did nothing because I was in a really bad mood.
Wednesday- of course I hung out with Courtney!  She took me to Olive Garden mmm <3 and then we just hung out trying to find things to do. haha
Today - I'm hanging out with Karla I do believe

EMILY - Congradulations on becoming an Aunt  and me, Courtney, and Karla miss you and can't wait until you come home it's not the same hanging out without you!!!

Adam Hicks is my Wendy's buddy..and it's just not the same going to Wendy's with anyone else but him.  Happy Adam you're in here now!

I remember when you were here...
    all the fun we had last year...

First day of Thanksgiving vacation..and it's already going great!!

Wow, I feel so much better then I have been feeling in the past 4 months...and I seriously think I'm going to be happy again, now that everything is pretty much cleared up.  

alright....I'm getting kinda sick of xanga...25 comments not bad though..keep them coming  so this will probably be my last update for awhile...

Yesterday....((Monday)) was our only day of school this week cause of Thanksgiving...so after school I went with Karla to get her hair dyed...she is now a brunette..which by the way she looks hawt  I definatlly saw Tonya there...and I love that girl..haha...Then we came back to my house and Bryan actually got on*line and we talked for awhile...and let me tell you I feel so much better after that conversation seriously all the questions I asked him and it just feels like a lot of weight has been lifted off of my back...and it feels really good...well anyways we hung out then...we went to Friendly's and to the mall...it was nice...and to be honest I can really tell that I don't like him that much anymore compared to the last time we hung out in September...you may not believe it but I don't know it's weird...and actually that feels really good not liking him like that anymore...finally right? but I'm glad that we are going to be friends and I think we actually mean it this time! Which is also very nice. haha so anyways then he droped me off at Monday Night Football where I hung out with pretty much Karla, Matt, and Andrew that whole time...then I spent the night at Karla's

Today....me and Karla woke up and went to Panera for breakfast...man do I love that place <3 then like always we went to Wal-Mart..I got 3 dvds...Cabin Fever, Superstar, and The Craft.  and now here I am typing about what I did...and now I'm going to go cause I have a lot of stuff that needs to be done...

Have a Great Thanksgiving Everyone!!!

*Claire <3

comments maybe?

I Got tagged by the weird habit...tag?

my 5 weird habits

1. Before I go to bed..I have to turn on my music to this one cd I made..and turn my sleeper on for 45 mins..or I can't fall asleep

2. I can't tell a story without laughing at some point..even if the convo. is a serious one.

3. At school if I get pizza, I only take one bite of it then eat the crust.

4. I have to pee like every 10 mins.

5. Every morning before school I blare the song " You Owe Me an IOU " by Hot Hot Heat and dance around in my room or the bathroom while getting ready.

I tag..

1. Adam H.
2. Corey F.
3. Katie K.
4. Katie D.
5. David M.

yeah were you thinking of me
    when I needed you the most
          well I hope your happy </3

So I guess asking to be friends is asking wayyy to much...
               Thank You for all this crap you are
                             putting me through...
                                          

so this weekend was awesome...

Friday hung out with Emily and Josh...

Saturday...played some bingo with Danielle, Emily, and Courtney...then went back to Emily's house till like 10pm then my sister made me go back to play Bingo with her so I didn't get home until like 12:30ish

Sunday...Adam took me out to Wendy's...then me and Courtney went and visited Chris at work..then went to the mall...then went to Panera for some coffee

Monday...Courtney picked me up from school...we went to HACC so she could sign up for classes or something...then we came back to my house waited for Karla to come over..then we all went to my grandma's house to pass out candy for Halloween then we came back to my house for a little bit...we were going to go to Panera to get coffee but I had to pass on that  cause I didn't feel good at all

  - it's true...he breaks my heart more every time I see him cause I know he'll never talk to me again </3

edit// I got a play list thingy....the songs are...1. All American Rejects " Straightjacket Feeling" 2. Matchbook Romance "Promise" and 3. Sugarcult "Counting Stars"

editt ((again Nov. 12)) // so Last night I worked until 7:30 then went to BK to get food...then around 8:15ish Rachel called me and came and picked me up then we went to the football game for like 10 mins I SAW COURTNEY AND CHRIS ...then back to her house...waited for Karla to call us then we both spent the night at Karla's....then this morning we woke up EARLY and went to Panera for breakfast....then Wal-Mart haha...then I had to work 9:30 - 5...now I'm on the phone with Rachel and about ready to go over to Ashley's house for a little bit...

*Claire

comments maybe??